The Fire in the Bones
I haven't written in a while. That's due to a couple of reasons. First, I wasn't sure what to say. Second, I wasn't sure anyone was listening. That is also reminiscent of my life as a pastor. There are some weeks where I do not know what to say from the pulpit. I find it a struggle to compose a sermon. That, also, has numerous reasons. For example, I want to be clear, cogent, and relevant. I also want to honor the text and not project my own ideas and then find scripture to back them up. I do not want to offend people, but I don't want to be halting or reserved in speaking. Sometimes I do not wish to share that which is personal. Other times, I find that the sermon itself is something I do not wish to share because I have, in some cases, had to work very hard to find the relevant words, the point to which I feel I have been led, sometimes with great emotion and soul searching. Then to offer such words is to hand over something ...